alot has happend since i last wrote. That boyfriend i was so madly in love with so long ago broke up with me a month after we started dating, i found another guy and we dated for almost 2 years, untill he drove me crazy and i broke up with him, now im with Dane and so far things are going good. Yesterday was our 6 month aniversary. It doesnt feel like we have been together that long.

I no longer have to worry about getting grounded, thats the joy of being 19. I dont even live at home anymore really. i stay most nights at Danes house. All that running away and shit i did eventualy lead to me being put in to a mental hospital and about a years worth of therapy after i got out. I hated it. But now that i dont have insurance and i can feel the grip of depression every day i miss it. but im still holding on to the light as best i can, i didnt forget everything i learned in treatment.

I have another account on deviantart. its killrkittn420 i actualy have artwork on that one, i just forgot the pasword and its under my exboyfriends email acount so i cant get it. check it out if you want.